However !

Well, It's not a grammar lesson ! but it's just contradictions inside ..

however I hate liars, sometimes I lie

however I put rules, I broke them

however I call for democracy, I'm annoyed when we're different

however I'm friendly, I can't withstand repeated mistakes

however I seem to be the leader, I'm not a good public speaker

however I'm ambitious, I need a push

however I wait for apology, It kills me

however I admire, I don't admit

however I know, I ask

however I'm afraid, I take the risk

however I'm lonely, I'm not alone

however I'm tough, I'm soft

however I'm rude, I'm shy

however I speak too much, I hide much more

however I'm quiet outside, I'm screaming inside