Let's start from the very beginning ..
Once upon a time it was known that actions speak louder than words,
Specifically at this era; I got "I Love You" signal, by actions I heard it without words.
I believed it was true, I appreciated it and once I fell in his love too !
A promise of never changing was made, unfortunately it's been crushed.
I was given the most great and amazing everything ! Love, Care, Passion. unfortunately I've been robbed of everything !
Everything has turned from blue to yellow .. sounds of owls surrounded me .. laughter left me for ever !
When I remember him, a sudden smile was drawn on my face, Now a river of tears fall of my eyes ! that's why I don't want to remember him anymore ! I hate everybody's asking what's wrong and I'm saying nothing !
HOW COULD YOU TURN TO BE THAT PERSON ?!
I loved him more than I thought I may love anybody, I wanted him like never I thought I'd want anybody !
Knowing that I'm the same for him as he's for me made me feel comfortable and safe and never think about the future or what's in it ..
Fearing that he'd leave anytime drove me mad, made me a new person ! afraid of everything, waiting for any problem to appear !!
Hearing I'm leaving and I don't want you anymore crushed my soul damaged my life .. KILLED me inside !
Even if I know you didn't mean it, even if I know you want me just as I want you, even if anything; you broke me !
I can't let myself loves you anymore ! I can't let me wants you anymore ! I can't allow me misses you anymore !
I can't prevent myself from loving, missing or wanting you !!!
It's ok anyway we've reached a point with no back, I'll keep everything inside and wish if I could meet you once by chance ! I'll stay loving you as I used to but without telling you ! 
I'll never belong to anybody's else ! I'm yours and will always be !
Because I Love YOU more than you could imagine I can't be someone's else but YOU !!

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